My God and I

My GOD He is just too much! What doesn't He do to trouble me!
He has such high expectations of me! I too have very high expectations of my daughter but His expectations are much more! Despite this what makes my God adorable is His love for me! It is so unsullied, unconditional and pure that it just knocks off my breath!
Amidst all the troubles He makes me face, I know for sure there is just Him standing by me and holding my hand. The feeling is almost akin to standing on the sea shore being held by elders as one wave after the other comes and hits us! As time passes by the waves hit  harder and harder and sometimes the speed at which the sand moves from underneath our feet is so quick that we tend to lose our balance and fall down! When we are almost sure that we are going to get lapped away by the tide, He picks us up readying us to face yet another one!
Yet in all this He ensures I don't go insane with all the life lessons that He teaches me! He troubles me professionally, personally and when I want to tranquilize myself from the pain of it all by taking solace in some other activity, He doesn't let me! What brings cheer to me is the thought that God is sort of obsessed with me as I am of Him! He must be watching me all the time for him to plan in what ways He can trouble me and what lessons He can make me learn from all of those experiences right!
As He continues to test me day after day, all that I understand is that I as an individual am not able to exercise my will. It is His will alone which is all powerful! I can only bow down in front of Him in supplication seeking His protection always!
Ninnuvina ee bhuvilo prematho kapade varevarunnaru sai!( Other than you who else can protect me with Love on this Earth oh Lord!

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